每天都发点自己小小的想法，可是并没有什么用，反而越来越没有底气了，好像在一点点的耗光自己，不知道怎么做才能让自己不迷茫，哪怕每天不停的学习，也会麻木呀
好难受呀，为什么会这样，感觉坚持没有结果，可是不坚持又会觉得没有意义，怕颓废，不禁想起“有无可奈何花落去，似曾相识燕归来”这句词 和我真的是太贴切了
想想不坚持的堕落模样简直无法直视，希望我能坚持下去吧
这无意义的人生，总要有人负重前行
Every day to send their own little ideas, but there is no use, but more and more have no confidence, as if in a little bit of consumption of their own, do not know how to do so that they are not confused, even if every day non-stop learning, will be numb
Good uncomfortable ah, why would this happen, feel that there is no result, but do not insist on feeling meaningless, afraid of decadence, can not help but think of "there is no way flowers fall, deja vu Yan return" this sentence and I really is too appropriate
Think of the depravity of not insisting on it is impossible to look at, I hope I can stick to it
In this meaningless life, someone has to carry the burden
越来越
more and more； increasingly；
迷茫
at sea；
不停
without stop；