我不想他觉得他好渣，但是我放不下的是这段感情，不是他这个人
I don't want him to think he's a jerk, but it's the relationship I can't let go of, not him
他今天生日 我满心欢喜准备好一切祝福他生日快乐 只能换来一句“谢谢” 我现在连聊天框都不敢打开 谢谢你不知道巨蟹座很敏感
Today is his birthday, I am full of joy ready to wish him a happy birthday, only in exchange for a "thank you" I can not even open the chat box now, thank you do not know cancer is very sensitive
作为数学课代表数学考了班上倒数还挺沮丧的吧
It must be frustrating being a math class rep and having a math test
想断掉没必要的关系 又感觉不好
It's not nice to want to break up an unwanted relationship
为什么我看到他和别人在一起 还是会难过
Why is it so hard for me to see him with someone else
上网课总有人问我借为什么每次班里投票我都选不上，我也不差啊
Online classes are always asking me why I can't vote in every class, and I'm not bad
笔记，我真的不愿意拍笔记。那种不管平时关系好不好都问你借，还有那种宁可等你写完他都不会写一笔的，咱要点脸行吗
Notes. I really don't want to take notes. The kind that asks you for money whether it's a good relationship or not, and the kind that would rather wait for you to finish than write, so can we have some face
真的很烦 可是我也不知道在烦什么
It's really annoying, but I don't know what it is
小心翼翼地当个靠谱的好货微商，可是大家都不理我，也没有新的好友
Carefully when a reliable goods wechat business, but everyone ignored me, there is no new friends
大概是慢慢对一个人失去信心+在自己的生活里又是一个行动矮子。毕竟我们不能随心所欲
I guess I'm losing faith in someone and I'm just another action dwarf in my own life. After all, we can't do what we want
借钱的时候叫姐姐叫哥哥 还钱的时候各种不记得各种明天
When you borrow money, ask your sister to call your brother. When you pay back the money, you don't remember all the tomorrows
发朋友圈只是想记录我的日常生活 不是给你们吐槽讽刺
I'm just trying to keep track of my day-to-day life, not make fun of it
